Personal Writing

Reflections

Essays on the mental game, training, philosophy, identity, and the honest lessons from this unconventional path in professional tennis.

IdentityJuly 1, 2026

Takeaway from M25 in Bosnia — My First Professional Tournament Post University

The most important takeaway from the tournament is that I need to change my relationship with my thoughts, especially when it comes to how I talk to myself while playing. My inner voice needs to be constructive, positive, and encouraging.

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LessonsMay 28, 2026

Dealing with the Loss of Motivation and Burnout

Recently, I graduated from Tufts University and ended my college tennis career. We lost in the NCAA semifinals, and I felt completely burned out. Here's what I learned about knowing the difference between needing discipline and needing recovery.

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LessonsApril 14, 2026

Power of Belief

Throughout my time playing matches, I've discovered one approach that sets me up for success: a combination of unshakable belief in yourself with the ability to confront your fears and doubts. Here are the stories and lessons that changed how I compete.

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LessonsMarch 26, 2026

What I Learned About Tennis Mindset From a Grand Slam Summer

This past summer I got to live inside the Grand Slam bubble, and it changed how I think about the tennis training mindset and 'being professional' forever. The real magic isn't in the big moments—it's in the process.

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Mental GameMarch 11, 2026

Remember to Enjoy

I was putting way too much pressure on my performance and tying the success of my practices to how I played. This is a recipe for playing worse and worse tennis. But a 5:45 am practice taught me something important.

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PhilosophyMarch 7, 2026

The Difficulty of Living Your Values

We all have values that guide us, but our ability to stick to them is neither permanent nor perfect. Life constantly tests us — will you remain truthful if the truth could end a friendship? Will you do the brave thing when you're shivering with fear?

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LessonsFebruary 25, 2026

The Stories We Tell Ourselves

Tim Mayotte, a former world #7, sat me down and gave me incredible advice about what happens in the 5 to 10 seconds after a point — and why the stories we tell ourselves hold more power than we realize.

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